
Congratulations to all EXSA Award winners 2009!


Thanks team-mates and all NATAS secretariat staffs!

Sidetrack of life.
I'm moving on well.
There's just a tinge of pain.
I've been shelving it aside.
Packing my days with dates.
Chilling , dinners and suppers.
I just wanna be happy.
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Thanks to my lovely family, friends and that special one for being there at my deepest moments.
Mariah Carey's new song - I Want to Know What Love Is
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My 2 cents worth, Approach all with a genuine big heart.
I finally understood the phrase 'Cry your heart out'
The feelings like crying out loud in silent till a point where the heart cramps so damn badly.
I never knew...
my love, care and genuine concern would equate to nothing right now
all you did was to let me go right at this down moment of my life
perhaps I never got a chance to let you know how much you meant to me
but I'm glad to know I've transform you better in some ways or another
Thanks babes and guys for being there. The night loneliness still kills though.
Acting infront of my parents that I'm fine in that interrogation room was practically a facade withholding my tears.
I believe deep down they know I'm f-ing down with beer smell and a f-ing red eyes.
I seriously need a break. A long well-deserved break to heal this cuts within me. To fill those empty spaces up meaningfully.
Gracie,would you lend your shoulders this Sunday.
Yea, I really seemed like a loser.
May God lead the way. Because I'm really tired of life. I surrender...
In an era of busy work and study schedules
communication becomes a natural barrier
no matter how hard one tries to strike a balance between family, work, study and social life, it's tough
Family ties, relationship and friendships
not denying its possible for others
I wont compare.
Because I'm Tired.
I've Tried.
and all one gets in return is nothing.
How do one make all hands clap?
Wells, perhaps they never will in my life.
In my heart, I always know there a place call home. That's more than anything else I ask for.

Life's a JOB
Especially when one turns twenty.
It's seriously a dread for me.
It gets so damn frustrating to note that Mon-Fri are all work and I'm so damn eff-ing lazy and tired to head out on weekends.
Yes, detached from the world of friends, fun and what not. All I've got is to communicate through a damn computer.
Shop my clothes online. Build farms on FB. Fixing my eyes on the computer for 18 hrs a day.
What a life I've got.
and today,
All was to send 350 emails and became my excuse for forgetting a special day.
Wells, no effort.
All was the word busy and I got my way through.
All was to rest on Sat and Sun and forgot the ring on my finger.
All was me, I fared so badly overall.
I need some time to shut off my brains. Like seriously ...
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| Melvin Lau, http://tiankongshini.blogspot.com |